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Once upon a time, I had a friend. Who turned into something more, then his high school attitude kicked in and didn't want that anymore.
Now he claims we're best friends, but he became too cool, got an attitude, got popular, formed into a ladies man and now doesn't care about my feelings at all.
The boy and I are disintegrating, into almost nothing and sometimes I think it's better that way.
The boy use to text me all the time with the best good morning texts, but now I became less important.
Use to talk to me on the phone, and use to tell me things that I never wanted to hear from anyone else.
He made me think that this was different, that he was different.
Use to ride his bike to my house and couldn't go more than two days without seeing me.

He made me feel different and now I sound like a 13 year old who claims she's in love.
I'm not depressed, I'm frustrated.

I hate boys.
Ultimately, I hate boys who hate commitment, and can't ever make up their stupid, puny mind.

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On the other hand, I need money.
Anyone willing to be generous and help out a broke, lost girl, who needs to get out of Utah?

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