Miss. Confused

My brother says that you have 50,000 thoughts in one day and 40,000 of them are negative.
Sometimes I think that I have more than 50,000 thoughts in one day.
I obviously cannot put them all down in one post, and some I can't mention because they may not be what you would call, "clean" or whatever.
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This and that:

I really don't like hearing everyone talk about prom this prom that. 
If you don't go, you do not go.   
Yes, granted. It would be fun.
At least I went my sophmore year.  
I would jump at the chance to move away. 
I don't feel like there is anything for me here, and maybe then. People would realize that I should have been in their lives. 
I am mad at my sister, for everything. 
I most certainly don't like feeling that I am just a backup.
That I will be here when someone needs me but when they don't, I am just everyone else.
I have no importance to them whatsoever. 
I want to go back to blond, but I still don't know.
Why can't I just have my old hair back before I started messing with it?
I wish I had the guts to do a pageant like someone I know
I want my parents to not ever work again, go on trips and do everything that they have been wanting to do.
But instead I have to watch them get stressed about everything.
I really wish I did not slack off all my other years of High School.
People really need to mind their own business, and surprisingly, It's the older people I know that wants to pry into everything. 
I am thinking about deleting my Facebook.
It makes me more mad then anything because some people I know thinks it's funny to post whatever they want. 
Post pictures with other people, and think that it still doesn't bother me. 
I wish I could buy whatever I wanted.
Even though I have everything I want and more. 
I really don't like when you play games with me. 
Either you want me, or don't.
I won't be here waiting around forever. No way man. 
My feet are really cold. 
Bob's Burgers is a really funny show.
I hung out with some really cool people yesterday who pretty much have the best sense of humor.
You know that dry sense of humor people have? 
Ya that is hilarious. They don't have to try so hard to be funny.
They just.....are. 




I think that's all I have for now. 
I'm tired. 
Ta Ta for now.